Today, during assembly, we have a student council investiture...... i must say, it was SO organised...... everyone was confused as to where to sit........ it was so damn stuffy...... In the middle of the hall there are tables arranged in a straight line connected to the stage with a small staircase at the other end...... I felt like it was a fashion show........
Then, the SC came in..... The MC introduced the various commitee chairmans and vice-chairmans....... and of course the president and vice-president of SC....... I must say i was surprised that my OGL (Orientation Group Leader) was a i-dun-know-what commitee chairman or vice-chaiman... i can't really hear the MC because the whole school was a bit agitated and noisy..... I didn't knowe he was so capable... he didn't look that capable in the orientation camp....... Ah well, who cares?
The sec 4 SCs were the last to come....... The sec 4 leaders got to give their badges to the newly-appointed leaders....... The was one part when the previous SC president hugged the I-dun-know-who girls?...... I am not sure what really happen but i saw him hugging someone...... or somebody...... kind of emo-ing..... i sat at the last row so i can't see it clearly......
Basically it was boring except for the part when thay came in to the hall..... Oh yah..... the uniform honestly sucks!!!!....... i don't like it at all..... looks weird especially on the seec 1s.......
And my ex-classmate, JIng Ye, was totally being a annoying, idiotic, freaking, bastard, jerk just now..... he kept calling me a bitch.... not that i really care anyway.... but he totally was being someone i feared he would be..... never mind.... just ignore him... he is just attracting attention.....
Basically, the class gathering was a waste of time...... waste of money(the transportation fees),,,,,,, boring.... stupid.... idiotic.... irritating.... not enjoyable...... etc....... i would rather stay at home and sleep or play computer......
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bored
I just learnt today that i am changing my form teacher.... my new form teacher is my english teacher, Mrs. Hudd.... no objections though... i actually quite like her...... she changed the seating arrangement a bit.... of course i still sit in my usual place...but the thing is..... SIGH...... ROCHELLE is sitting BESIDE me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How unlucky could i be...... somemore heard her say" Yay! i can copy answers...." hah! what does she think i am?! A COPYING MACHINE??????!!!!!!!!!!!! Of course i am not gonna do that!!!!!! i grew up quarelling with my brother so i am quite strong.... i won't let her copy..... she must at least try to do.....anyway, i am surrounded by BITCHY girls!!!!! How GREAT is that!!!!!!!! in front and at the back are boys and they can be really damn annoying!!!!!!! beside, diagonally to the right and left are stupid girls!!!!!!! I have to hear the bitchy laugh everyday.... and see them flirt to the other boys..... how NICE!!!!!! i am gonna hear them say perverted stuff.... ARGH!!!!!!!! I rather sit beside a boy rather than those BITCHY girls!!!!!!!!!! I wanted to sit beside Jo Ann, Denise, Charmaine, Chee Shuen or some other people just not her!!!!!!!!!! NO, its Them!!!!!!!
I hope that Mrs Hudd will change the seating arrangement tommorrow..... Don't want to suffer until the holidays.... Right now, i am just tolerating her only, putting up a smile and act like there's nothing wrong....... but i sometimes suck in masking my emotions you know........ but can't make enemies in the class...... so i must TOLERATE!!!!!!!
JAde, once you read this post, please give me some advice...... i might flare up anytime in class....
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Sigh....
Don't know what to say anymore..... Well, all the best for term 3 i guess....
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bored
anyway today oe of my classmates took his notebook which seems to be his journal.... he writes his enemies down on it.... he also writes about what my class says to him or others..... how pathetic..... i saw one saying something and below wrote "must report to counsello".... loserrrrrrr......... i found out that i am a partial enemy..... how weird is that..... i didnt do anything to him at all.... i just hear what my friends about him but does not say or do anything to him...... even worse, my friend charmaine didnt do anything at all-didnt even talk to him and she was in the partial enemy list...... anyway my classmate took pic of the notebook..... then, we sort of crowd around him while saying some nasty words (nt me of course i was just lauging) he was nearly crying but he held it up.... when my form teacher walked into he room then did he cried.... a bloody stuck-up isnt he.... he was supposed to meet the councellor but couldnt find him....when my teacher talked talked to us about it(after talkng to him) my class told her everything...... it was a relief actually it seems to say everything to an adult (i think)... well anyway since that incident everyone seemsto hate him even more..... or o it seems to me
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frustrated
Sigh.... seems that i wont be having a guitar soon...... i cant buy 1 now let alone have guitar lessons..... my family's financial is not stable yet since my mom just worked in this new job for only a month..... seems like i need to wait for a few weeks maybe even months......i got to be understanding though...... i found this music school other than yamaha that have guitar offers guitar course..... maybe i can apply for it.... hmmm..... the guitars are not that expensive too..... maybe i should learn violin instead? it is so cool too..... Arghh.... i dont know..... i guess i have to wait again for a few months.........................Sigh.....
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distressed
i'm bored.... bored bored bored BORED!!!!!!!!! today is so damned HOT!!!! and school was kin of boring today..... anyway i just found out today that elizabeth was a catholic.... AND YOU DIDN'T TELL ME JADE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh nvm..... doesn't matter anyway.....i am bored to death and wether is bloody hot...... playing com is not helping at all i am telling you......my butt and shoulder hurts like hell playing it....... AH! Shucks! i forgot.... tmr i have that international dunno wad science competition thing..... not that i care anyway...... dat means i cant go to the library as soon as possible...... Shucks! this sucks man..... hopefuly the book is still there...... pls pls pls pls .........
better wish me luck tmr jade if you're reading this...... not dat i care anyway..... not care as in the science thing.....
YAY!!!!! I won't be having any CCA for the next few weeks!!!!!! well, until the exams are over..... i do not have mid-year exams so i am very relaxed...... dun nid to polish boots anymore.... won't be hearing any scoldings from my seniors...... so happy....
anyway, my class seems to be in a match-making session nowadays..... for example, they would... erm.... match girl A with boy Z because with some reasons i dun noe how they got..... it is amusing watching them at the same time, stupid and childish.....there was once that they pushed boy M to girl S.... well, forced him anyway...... sometimes i feel that someone would be jealous - and that would'nt be me, of course
there are times that i feel very out of place in the class..... some out of the blue.... while some of some reasons like them insulting me coz of my name.... it's hard to explain it in words.... even if i do, nid to explain a lot stuff(who a lazy person like me would'nt do....)
Anywayz, if you are reading this Jade, you can ask me of the full details of the macth-makung thing..... :)
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hyper
I went to my friend charmaine's house to do a home econ project and i found out something which annoyed me..... i already know she is a pampered kid but did not know that she was that pampered......
She has a maid at home and her name is Fatima. And do you know how she calls her? "Fatimah". I didn't expect that you know..... I thought it would be "Auntie" or something else but actually it was the maid's name!!!!! Oh my gosh!!!!! It seemed to me like Charmaine has no respect for her......I would not call my maid by their name if i have one (unfortunately i do not have one) The maid seemed to not mind at all.... maybe she used to it and does not mind.... but i do.... did her parents her manners????? But i could not say anything so i just kept quiet.....
She doesn't seem to do housework -or even know about her house..... When i asked her if they have example salt she would say,"Fatima, where is the salt?" when i asked her about another stuff she would asked Fatima again.... "Fatima this, Fatima that" Gosh!!!!!Is it me or is this girl very pampered???? She doesn't even know where their spoons can be found..... I don't know if i should be happy or be symphathetic......
She doesn't seem to be aware about other people's feelings and seems to be ungrateful.... She learns piano and violin but she does not seem to be interested.....She got the chance to learn two instruments why not be grateful about it and learn it wholeheartedly????? Whereas someone like me who wants to learn them can't coz i can't afford the fees......I am super anoyed with this fact.... If they do not want to learn why don't just quit it???? Why waste money on something you do not want????
She knows that jo ann and i likes to play violin.... i hinted her on letting me play her violin but she doesn't seemed to be aware of it..... I thought that she would ask me if i want to play her violin but she didn't....... If i were her i would say," Would you want to play my violin?" Apparently i was only dreaming about it...... I can't believe she is so... so ......... dense? Is that the correct word? I don't know..... She totally is not thoughtful and seems to be 'immune to others feeling'. Gosh!!!!
Some people might say that i do not have the right to say about her...... though that is true.... i just want to say out what i think thats all.... i am not saying that i do not have these qualities in me...... Though she may be like this, i guess that i have to tolerate her since i will be doing alot of stuff together in school..... Sigh.... Well.. Good Luck to me.....
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annoyed
And thats it.... i flared up...... so i told her.... :"dun nid to stay back one..... just ask someone to do it..... very fast finish one......dun have to pull everyone to do that thing..... it is patheically just a short paragraph....."
After i said that my friend, jo ann, told me i was straight-forward.... she wanted to say it in the first place but do not dare to.... and then we proceeded to talk about it, saying how easy it is and it will be very fast to finish the write-up.... how bloody stupid they are and doesnt use their brain and common sense to think...... ok i am not saying that i am so perfect.... just saying that they could have solve it very fast and do not need much fuss...... i notice it from them a long time ago already .... they just lack a bit of common sense, logic thinking and a wider view of everything.... SIgh..... like i have the right to say them.... nvm.... i just want to vent out my anger..... dun even noe if anyone would read this..,..
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pissed off
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relaxed
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grumpy
Damn It!!!!!!!!!! damn teachers why give so much homework!!!!!!!!! Argh....... tuition homework havnt finish somemore.......... Sigh.......... Life so hard..... great!
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grumpy
Hi everyone!!!!! First time having a journal online. Feels so different..... well.... I saw all my friends having blog so i tried anyways.... But theirs are from blogspot.com so they can't read mine. Hahahahaa...... So evil..... Nah i just don't want them to read it....... Coz it will be very..............inconvenient. Well anyways i will be posting up my life wad happened to me and stuff like that..... Might be expecting some vulgarities too as i might be angry about stuff that happened and will cursed n stuff like that. So..... Nvm gotta go. Bye........
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hyper
